I am so tired of feeling this way. I am so tired of feeling this sad all the time… being happy in the day and having tear-stained cheeks at night. Why won’t it go away? How much heartbreak is one person supposed to suffer through? I swear if I could go back and do it over again, I’d have never done this to myself. I’ve yet to see a lesson in all of this… just an awful, overwhelming regret. Biggest mistake my heart ever made.
“I can’t hurt you even though you hurt me.”